Summing up the last 5 months..

22 months in country..could it be?

I have spent a lot of these past months hosting American visitors at my site and in between doing work/traveling to do work in other parts of the country, which has been great but I think has left my community wondering what I am doing here. It also is making me wonder what I am doing here. Every time I come back to my community, I feel suffocated, sad, isolated and miss my old Peace Corps experience (even though I was much more isolated and further away from other volunteers?) which doesn't make any sense. I should be happy-being on the beach and all, right?

Here is what happened. The fact that I was a volunteer elsewhere for so long made me take for granted the amount of "confianza", or trust, that I had already built. How did I build that trust in Dajabon.. 1, I never left my site for the first 3 months because it was the "rule" given to us by Peace Corps. 2, I was actually completing a project that was visible to people and was something that they needed. Now, where I am at now, I have had to leave my site for different reasons--all of which are "work related" but somehow can not get my community to understand that I am not just a tourist. Now I understand the rule of not leaving your site (AT ALL) during those first months.

At the end of February I finally submitted my community diagnostic of Villa Clara. It definitely was not as detailed as my first diagnostic, mainly because there is not the same kind of ''need'' as there was on the border. As much as I do not enjoy teaching English (mainly because I am not certified to be an English teacher, and really don't know the correct methods for teaching), I started an English class here in Villa Clara that is just about complete. I also have taught some business classes to my women's group, and we have plans to build a new oven in July when I return from the US. I am waiting to receive the funding for the grant that I applied to do this, and am trying to line things up with another PCV that is working on a design for this oven. The other project that I wanted to try to tackle over the next several months was latrines.

When my director came to visit with my community and I over what projects that we had decided on, she told us there was no way I would have time for latrines if I was planning to COS in October. I think I could do it if I receive this ADEMI grant by July, but grants take forever so I am not going to count on receiving the funding. An option is to do an extension at my site, or even move to the town of Samana..I am still considering. I have a few options, one would be to extend for a few months to finish up projects in Villa Clara which means staying in the community. The other is to extend in the town, but it would have to be a year extension. The year extension would be to do a latrine project in Villa Clara and to work with other volunteers by assisting them in their latrine projects. Still thinking on that..

Between hosting visitors in March and April, I spent some time out in Jarabacoa (mountains!!) at my friend Marite's site to give training sessions to the new Appropriate Technology volunteers on ecological latrines. My masons from my project in Dajabon were also out there to teach the new volunteers how to build the latrine that we were building out there. It was awesome to be able to share with other volunteers what worked/didn't work with the project. Also, I am excited to share that one of the AT volunteers is currently beginning his service in my old community, and will be working on more bathrooms! I was overjoyed when my director told me that he was sending someone out.

Last week I returned to Dajabon to spend a week translating for doctors (wavesofhealth.org) and then go out to check out the finished latrine project. Yes--finished project. People really stepped up to the plate after I left and completed 51 latrines in total. Overall, I was impressed with what they had done. There were a few disappointments--such as people not using their lids for their toilet seats, which completely defeats the sanitation efforts of this project. There were still a few latrines without the "caseta" (upper zinc house of the latrine), one of which was actually finished before I had even left the community but the couple had divorced and the wife took half the zinc with her..I guess that's a good excuse? Not.

Although I realize at this point that there are different levels in development, I do know that if I were continue working in development after Peace Corps I would want it to be in an area that is much less developed than where I am at now. I find it much more satisfying, although more difficult, to be working with a group of people that have huge basic necessity needs than a community where people have nicer tv's or houses than most people I know in the USA. Or use my housing deposit to buy a huge flat screen instead of fixing the leaky tubes at my house. Maybe that is an exaggeration--but is is how I am feeling.

Heres to the next 5 months of attempting work in my community..wish me suerte.

That sums it up for now..lo siento for not writing sooner. I'll try to be better.

Those that don't know..I'll be home June 7-28 <3